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by Andrew Cookston

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1.
Everything’s a piece of everyone. You’ve got to see it through their own eyes. You may die unflowered But I hope your weren’t unloved. Is she surprised about being a poet? Or did she really even know it? The Day has left you tired and weary. But now you’re standing there with teary eyes You’re cryin’ For the day that never came. For the day that never came. For the day that never came. You’re cryin’ Why are the lonely people so angry? Why can’t we all just get along? What’s the point of fighting? Or do you just want to be loved? I can say I’m sorry as many times as you like But it won’t change a thing. You’re still in the backyard cryin’. Cryin’ for the day that never came. The war was hard on both of us. I’m sorry that I died. Tell my son I love him And tell him not to cry ...Like I am. I’m cryin’ For the day that never came For the day that never came For the day that never came I’m cryin’ I’m cryin’ I’m cryin’ I’m cryin’
2.
When we were kids, the jingle would go like this. What happened to the memories we had a long long time ago? I remember when we were, so in love. But now you’ve left me and I have no heart to speak of. Today has been a hard day. And these days they don’t get any easier. And I think I’m alright with that. Life Rolls On I bet you’re probably smiling while I am crying. But babe see that I’m not sad because you left me. Please realize that thing kills me inside. It hurts me to see you with another guy, worse than me. Today has been a hard day. And these days they don’t get any easier. And I think I’m alright with that. Life Rolls On and on and on And on again!
3.
Can you ever, endure the pain? Will you ever, smile again? There’s rust in your bones And your garden, hasn’t grown. Find my faults, find my mistakes. For my freedom, you will take. Beat me to the ground! Until my soul, is deathly bound. Take my weapons, take my land. But you’ll never, take away my inner man! Blind my eyesight, bind my hands. Just don’t take these morals, on which I stand! And my hands, will give up their hold, And my eyes, will give up their soul, And your ears, will hear me cry, And I will scream! Let me die!!
4.
Speak To Me 04:41
The Morning lights, overwhelm me. The Starry night, make me feel so free. Moon, I wonder if you can see me, staring up at you. World I wonder if you can hear me. World I wonder if you understand me or feel my fears. I just want a point, and a push in the right direction. And I pray that things blow over through time and tears. Give, the world back to it’s people. The dust is worn well. World I wonder if you can help me. World I wonder if you can hold me or carry me through the years. There’s those days were you feel like you can’t stand up straight And I know that today is one of those days. The Moon is smiling down on you, but the world feels everyone’s pain. World I wonder if you can! Eliminate my fellow man and set yourself free. World I wonder if you can... Eliminate my fellow man and set yourself free. You’re just a stone in the field. You’re just a stone in the field of stars. You’re just a stone in the field of stars above my head.
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It’s funny how these little boys and girls are thinking That kissing is like dreaming away. It’s funny how all us grown men and women Never find our time to play. Oooahoooh x2 You and me right down to our atoms have split, have split. We’re two depressing eels, on our own. So give the stars a second glance. And give this man a second chance. Oooahoooh x2 Emails and Instruments! Are all that I need now. I want to hold you one last time. But I’m not quite sure how. I’ll cut my hair and shave my face. I’ll shine my shoes and stand up straight. I’ll smile for you, on the outside. But my heart will carry a heavy sigh. And I'm free! But I don't wanna be! I'm alone.... Emails and Instruments! Are all that I need now! I want to hold you one last time! But I’m not quite sure how!
6.
Look at my face, and look at my scars. And see how deeply, they run through my heart. Count the stars above your head. And maybe your eyes will open then. You’ll catch a glimpse, of the reality you thought you once knew. What do you see inside the shell? Ooohh.... What do you see in my eyes? A hopeless soul? You’re swimming the wrong way up stream. Don’t you think you’re chasing the wrong dreams? Don’t question, just live on. Don’t just love the life you’ve lost now that it’s gone.
7.
What if I came to you? (I said) Please don’t cry because I think I love you. With all these friend that pass me by. I often wonder who’s by your side. All the beaches look the same. And it’s strange, because I don’t know your name. So just stand there, firm upon your land. And let her take away your damned. More like a friend, less of a lover, and your too far away! I think I'm afraid, running from day light, but I can't remember why! The water runs thin, I have no protection, there's a whole in my heart! I need more love from you! I need more love from you.... Your hair was radiant in the undead sun. It trailed like fire. My moon longed to see you in the night sky. And my heart did desire for you. This is a song about a song I never wrote to you. We never did meet one another just so you know. This isn’t another love song. I have grown old waiting for her!! And I may never see her dance again!! The rain blocks my sight!! But I can’t quite! (But I can't quite!) Contain, your love....
8.
I’m not ready, for this sleep to take me. Don’t let my dreams, get lost in this darkness. Your emotions, sway like the rustle of the trees. Deny my heart, to blow away in this breeze. There’s a part of me that’s sad, but I know it isn’t over. I don’t feel any different. Take dominance, for what you owe her. And remember, remember whom you were. Stars! Light up your life but it kills me. Mixes your blood with my tears. You reap my soul when you leave me. And leave nothing but my years. Things are never over, but the earth tells me different. Liars sing of love, but they do not know of it. Set your home on fire boy, what have you to lose? Burn those dead eyes, and scream at the moon! Hold your hand from hatred. And extend it to me with acceptance. Yes there are deeds which I have done wrong. Please forgive me, I am young. I am young!! I am young!! I am young!! I am young!!
9.
Linger on in darkness and in doubt. Dwell upon your sorrows you’re just another wash out. Oh I want my fears to rot away; I need a warm place to stay. The winter has long gone, but you must keep moving on. I will not let you break my aspiration. For this burden I bear with grief. My companions they share the load. But in origin it is my own. My sun dried hands, are crumbling to dust! Before the voice, there was no distrust! You tore me open and spilt my insides! You robbed me of my life and left me to the ocean tide! Memoirs pass as I lay here. The future whistles in my ear. Look at the men on mars. The journey shall be dampened in your years. Where is who you where? When was what you knew? Bring it back here, I can’t perceive change, my mind is overdue. This water bleeds, into my chest! Why does it hurt me, to see you flee unto the west? Claim your next victim, capture his soul! But be aware my dear that your heart is made of charcoal!

about

Home.
Written at home, performed at home.
All the songs you will listen to are a story of home. Bluntly, it is a story of heartbreak, anger, and frustration. But in all, it is a story of love, and a sad sort of humility. Not that of a defeating sadness, but one of recollection and realization of mistakes; that of being young and naive. Not a thing to regret, but a series of events to be remembered and to one day chuckle over how silly we were as kids.
I can only hope that you, the listener may see, hear, and sing as I do, and smile thought these songs, and that they bring to you joyful memories as they do me.

credits

released May 7, 2012

Piano, Ukulele, Guitar, Banjo (Track 9), Melodica (Track 6), Vocals and All Other Instruments performed by Andrew Cookston
Whistling (Track 4) performed by Adam Revell

Many Thanks to Adam Revell for all the time and effort put into this project and sharing his studio with me, and for teaching me so much over these many years.
Thanks to the folks, Andy and Lori Cookston, for investing money to fund the production and instruments.
Thank you for the inspiration to write music Rebecca Lugg, Trevor Stevens and Kyle Gallop.
Thanks to you who have purchased the record and have supported me.
And thank you all for the encouraging messages and hugs needed through those rough times.

Produced by Andrew Cookston
Edited and Mastered by Adam Revell

For Booking Information, contact Andrew at andrewcookston@comcast.net or like him on facebook.

© Andrew Cookston 2012

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Andrew Cookston Minnesota

Andrew Cookston is a self-taught Indie/Folk song writer based out of Minnesota

He released his first album, 'Home' on May 7th 2012
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Thank you all who've bought the album and thanks to you all for your support in my music!
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